I suffer from bipolar disorder and borderline personality disorder. I have fantasized and had suicide ideations my whole life. I’ve attempted a handful of times, and by God’s Grace, I am still here. Sometimes, I still feel obsessed with death in general and will watch videos and read articles about it. Famous last words, and such. This article says what I have always needed to hear. I’m stable now, and hopefully will stay so. I have a faithful pastor who knows me and my issues, a wonderful therapist, and a great psychiatrist. I can’t say I know I will never go there again, but if I do, I am armed with help, meds, and most importantly, God’s love.